Dear Ajarn (Sawasdee Dr. Riddle)
.
It is September again. Today it is Sept 19, 2016 which is 2559 BC. (ten
steps in Thai pronunciation) = In Thai…> Ten steps/Step forward….The year
of 2550 steps!..... Yes, no ways to be proved now but it is not groundless based
on how many coincidences on the record since 2002 till 2016????????
Nevertheless, here are some concrete evidence of more or
less related work which could be counted as references:
A: “ Co-Training between Parents and Teachers: A
Case Study at Ban Lau Sue Kok, Ubon, Thailand “ Journal of Liberal Arts,
Ubon Rathchathani University 11th Volume 2 July-December 2015 (pp.1-18)
B: Online references
2.
A clip a member of
the society/ the group written/ composed for me to sheer me (and others with
similar work) The song is about Beauty
of Doing good……with pictures of teaching activities that some teachers might be
interested to hear about?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fWkxSverY5w
5.
A pictures from the past was collected and
presented by a former student who was among the group and who became like my stepped son staying
with me now: (E-sarn Musi….Life..Activities..Yesterday once
more>>>>>>>>made me recall old time at Ball State and
all good friends I have met
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0jw7l8RQSlY
สะท้อน
And I hope to write about How modern technology likes smart
phones and social media can help a language teacher learn about teaching ,
psychology, politics, selves, political conflicts , international relation, dye and tie and agricultures , causes and
effects and so on. For me, it was because I care (give the bad and dirty body
part)……..> I feel thankful that many people here at the States are so nice
to me that they never gave me such a bad body part: I felt sorry for the
mistake I made. I would like to come back to apologize , and meet my (past
life) big brother Jeff Negangard’s to collect my golden (holy) piece ( a copy
of my dissertation) and to say thank you
to my teacher/advisor (and to see the second copy of my dissertation , but the
only one with the picture of the hand that holds the KEY ( Close up in Thai).
And believe me, I tried so hard before I could get the paper saying that I
earned the PhD. Unfortunately, the copy of the dissertation I have with me in
Thailand is not a complete one; one page
is missing. That made many doubt that I really graduates and earned a Ph.D. Therefore,
I think I have enough reason to seek a visa to come back to the States/ BSU: I
wish I would be able to visit Anthony Apartment Room number ninety-one which I
read The first (Beginning) step. I am
turning 61 in November, and Jeff Neg(Tel 7598126). will turn 63 on October
2016, while Jeff Bue in California will turn 57-58 on November 21. That’s why I
hope to visit USA between October till Novenber. I plan to leave USA before
Christmas because it is too cold for me, especially I am not young any more. MY
last day can come at anytime, and that’s why I think about taking my sister who
has never visit USA and my former student who now works at Ubon University with
international copperation. The two can accompany me on the way to America because
I haven’t flew this far for ten years. Due to my indigestion problems, I would
feel more safe not travelling alone. On the other hand both my sister and my
former student would not be able to stay abroad longer than a week or two so
that they can fly back home before me. I planned so because my sister who is
4-5 years older than me will not have to fly back home alone. The last but not
the least, both are significant Characters in my story to tell.
What do you think Ajarn? I don’t mind to be responsible for
the air tickets and accommodation if there is no budget from BSU side However,
if the English department could just have something to more or less shows that
my visiting BSU can bring something valuable for our future work/mpve, perhaps
(with a letter of invitation) I can get credit from my unusual if not
disgusting (book to write) metaphors “ Flying back to find the missing part
with old friends’ hands beneath my shattered
wings” before my retirement of September 30, 2016. Four letter-work Fate? …to be able to get
recognized I need to have some concrete evidence to show the administers before
Sept 26, the day the committee will evaluate my working performance for the
last time in my life. How long I will able to hold on before my last day is
really more or less in old friends’ hands. On the other hand, no matter you can
find a way for me or not, just like every one “ the show must go on” . As an
actor in this big theater with all kinds of beings, deep or shallow in thought or cold or warm body/ hearts/skins
you cannot avoid having different experiences travelling from the beginning to
the end. Even with what is said to be end, nobody should claim that he or she
has the best eyes and could always tell what and why…………………………….> and that’s
why Metee K. likes sharing and put himself in others’ shoes without thinking
too much that he could be stepped on or offend others. I admit that I
am not that clever. I still once in a while wonder is it really the head or
tail , or in fact the body? Help me find the truth please for the more eyes we
can put together, the more clearly, the further we would
see???????????????????????A to Z , all is zero or Zero is all? Yes, in Thai
language Kor Kai (chicken) and How nok Hoog ( Owl) are birds: Day and night,
who can really prove which one comes first? Nevertheless, most of us are
confident enough to say that both birds will die and soon become zero, so why
don’t The East and the West and other Directions get together so that we will
hear and learn from the NEWS! (????????).
If we all are friends and keep our eyes awake and honestly share with others,
the world can be much safer! That may be a way to say it when I said “ I knew
why Sept 11 happened”, the sentence that sent me to Bipolar World, and some
people has stopped give me the excrement since then . As a consequence, I get
mad and acted like a crazy dog in hope that they may give me food before I
die. As a teacher who had kindly taught
me, shared with me, and also one who knows some Thai words help me find which
is the head or tail so that I can make a circle the Zero I have been trying to
go through, Dr. Riddle.
Sincerely yours,
Mete Kansa
Septemeber 19, 2016… ended the message at 28 minutes to
eight p.m. Dark here Day time there in
Muncie….> Help me see…….
